innocence of our odium (coolestchicka) wrote,
innocence of our odium


I felt this change coming a long time ago.

It was all swelling up inside of me. Turmoiled, self doubting, dissillusioned I stumbled until this point.
Things are still not clear but now I have a vision of what I want. Its a vision of beauty love and eternity. Things that are all around every one of us, yet are so hard to obtain for yourself. I aspire to have these things all to myself. Is this a selfish desire... I'm not sure if I care.

These are things I think we should hope to have and strive for... but so many do not, and placate themselves with mindless passions and obesessions. I tire of these absurdities and sideshow attractions.

I will find more.
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May 29 2008, 22:59:18 UTC 8 years ago

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Ahh yes, I know that feeling actually.